What an exciting weekend! had fun, learned some life lessons, and worked a lot. I was so busy and tired so I couldn’t even post something here. It’s monday.. who loves mondays anyways? NO ONE. Well okay, going back to the story this weekend. Friday was just a chill night with my buddy, Jon, and his roommates. I live like 10 houses away from them so I can just walk anytime I want there. So then, saturday comes and here we go. My girlfriend didn’t have fun on saturday because her mom asked her to go home. I felt really bad because she hasnt gone out with her friends for a long time now. So, I invited her to my friend’s party so she could have fun. At one point, I saw one text message from a guy saying “I miss you too babe <3” something like that. So I asked her about it and she said it’s just how he talks and they have been good friends for a long time. Of course, a normal reaction is to get angry. I was angry, but then I thought, why am I angry, I trust her and why would I get sad if it’s just nothing right? moving on, our conversation was over but I wasnt feeling right the rest of the night. After I dropped her off, she asked me if I was okay and I said yes, im just thinking of things. having a long sad conversation, I realized she fell asleep. So I was left alone still thinking. I realized one thing, that if I really trust her and have faith in her I shouldn’t be sad or worried. or maybe im just crazy in love with her that I accepted that she’s cheating on me. This is a life lesson that I’ve been wanting to learn a long time. I didn’t know what it is but it is called having faith in someone. I got to the point where I was really clingy and worried that there is someone better but in the end, she won’t replace me, she won’t betray me, she loves me dearly, and that I shouldn’t be worried at all. Sunday morning, I felt great. I am not worried anymore. Im not afraid that im gonna lose her because it’s not gonna happen even if it does happen I know that we’re both gonna fight for our relationship. So that’s done now off to sunday. I worked 11 hours and it was busy as fuck. One specific person made my day though. My best friend from grade 9, Christina. She has changed a lot and it was good seeing her. I gave her my number so that we could talk. She wants to have coffee with me soon. I’m ecstatic that I saw her. grade 9 was a tough year for me because I just moved from another country and I didn’t know anyone but her. I think, I’m gonna have coffee with her but what will my girlfriend think of this? If she trust me then she would be fine with it. I haven’t told her yet but I will tell her soon enough. anyways, I’m off to my class. Presentation day and midterms tonight! wish me luck!